by my own

As I told u I live alone since last Tuesday
It was the time to leave my parent's house and do everything by my own, This is not the first time being outside my parent's house, I lived alone in Phoenix AZ, usa. by almost two years I lived with my aunt and some cousins, but now it's not the same anymore there is no relative living with me I get home from job and there is no one NOt even my dogs, there is no Mom there, Not my sister, there is no noise to hear, everything is in silence.
I know i can do everything as i used to do in my paren's house too but waht I miss is the company. Today I didn't do anything I feel bad after been 8 years working every weekend with dad I felt sad and called Adryana and now im here in her house to feel better.
now I know that my friends are there for me as a back up, I have received some many signals they care 4 me... Thanks adry and Irma u visited me. Thanks my friend Ruben u took me to a party & listened to me. Thanks Oliver because even being so far u sent me some words and u care 4 me.Thanks 4 ur support and more u give me. I love u friends.
I know im not the fisrt guy who leave his parent's house but my sadness is about I had almost 25 years living with them and now I cant see them anymore.
I want to tell dad and mom Im ok i'll be fine, thanks 4 everything u gave me, thanks 4 ur love, I really Love u.
I wanted to do this step some day and finally I did it, it's hard really hard, but I know i can do it and have my friends as a back up is easier.

I dont know how often I'll post cause now i have no computer at home not even a t.v. Everything is different now.
c ya all.